Sunday, January 27, 2008

The Most Amazing Feeling



I've been aching to pick Ian up and cradle him in the crook of my arm so much lately because he's getting so big. Tonight, i got my wish. The nurse said "are you ready to hold him?" and i said "i've been ready forever". She then snuggled him up and put him in my arms! Not kangaroo care, a regular hold which was awesome cuz i could see his face. It was truly amazing. His warmer has been turned off since 7am this morning and he has maintained his temperature while snuggled in a blanket which is a big improvement for him. They have also decreased his ventilator settings over the weekend, the peep (pressure in the lungs on expiration) from 8 to 6 and the total assisted breaths from 42 to 20 which means he's doing alot more of the breaths on his own. My strong little guy. I never thought i'd be holding my own lil one like that. He's like looking down at a newborn since he's now 4lb 1oz :). My little man is just not so little anymore. Ohhhh and he had an outfit on for the very first time tonight.




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